I am just in a really good mood. You know, sometimes you can't know how something is going to make you feel. I thought a final decision would make me happy or make me sad.

The weird part is, I was absolutely right, but the conditions I thought would accompany happiness would be a hell of a lot different from what they are.

I am moving on! I am young, I am almost done with school for the summer, and there is so much I can do...now, that is just nice. Especially when I realize, while getting to know them, that a guy strikes my fancy... I don't have to feel awkward or unfaithful to my boyfriend...Cause I don't have one.

And strange as it is to me, there is a guy, whom I've thought so many times, "If I weren't with Matt, that is the guy I would date." What is going to happen with that? I'm sure I don't know, but life jut seems happy right now so I don't care. I'm LIVING.

I actually have found that little bugger known as 'eace'. It is uber-good!